Getting A Bit Sentimental!

Hey...
So basically, I was just listening to the song 'Runaway Love' [Old i know]. But theres a line in it, and it really made me think! The line is: 'Forced to think hell is a place called home'.
And i used to listen to this song ages ago and think that my parents were the worst people in the world and never gave me or let me do anything. I used to be very ungrateful! But now im older, i've just realised like what the hell was I thinking? They gave me EVERYTHING, they put a roof over my head, they treated me so well and still do. & I now know that they only stopped me doing certain things to protect me and now I'm older they let me do stuff because i'm older...They are amazing. Seriously, to any kid out there whos feeling hard done by cause your parents wont let you do something, dont be mad! just know that they love you enough to care about what your doing!! Because if they didnt care then you'd be in trouble, right! your parents are everything, everything you grow up to be is because of them and I will never stop thanking my parents now. & my nan!

I Love You Guys! Thank You... x x

Broken Strings - James Morrison

This song actually makes so much sense to me now.
Like I tried to hold on, and stay in a relationship where it wasnt right and wasnt working. But it hurt to much to let go. I tried to make my heart feel things it didnt want to....and it wasnt going to anytime soon! Seriously, i fell out of love...but i tried to make myself convinced that it could work that it should work...what was i thinking? i was freaking playing on broken strings..our relationship had broken! and how could i try and fix it...once its gone its gone!

Oh my gosh, this song has so much freaking meaning to it now!!

I know its been out for a while but I now see the world in a whole new perspective, and it just makes so much sense to me. Jeezzzzz. Thank you james morrison for putting this song out to the world. and nelly furtardo too! ♥

Goodnight Blog :)

The Past Few Weeks :)

Current Mood: Happy and also a bit annoyed.

-So Basically, I have realised alot in the past week.
I've learnt that you CAN live without the people who you think you can't. Time is all it takes. I was attached, Too attached, I was freaking dependable! But now i've realised that I can live without this person. And that I feel pretty free and god damn happy. I've had such a good week and then I get some ridiculous text! It's crazy, Its like they know your really happy and just want to ruin it straight away. Its Freaking crazy!
-I Can't believe that MJ died! How crazy and unexpected was that! I had two sets of tickets to see him perfom at the O2 in London! One was on the very very last date of the whole thing! How freaking awesome. I was THE most excited person when I got the tickets, and it was by accident which made me even happier! But his music will still live on, and for all those people who are STILL trying to make him out to be a bad person, why don't you just shut the F up cause you talk out your ass :) Just let him freaking R.I.P, And let his family mourn for godsakes. His kids are so young they don't need paps in their faces 247. Man In The Mirror - Favorite MJ song!
-I Cant wait to see Bruno, Can't believe it's an 18 though, bit of a bummer!

Blog Later - Lauren x